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contiplated my journey in this thing called life. school starts the 24th of this month and im excited to be going for the next stage in my classes. and yet im still bored out of my mind. with work and with school. maybe im just thinking to hard i just dont know.
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i worked 12 hours at gino's yesterday, trying to make money in our shitty economy right now. but hey i do it because i have to. don't get me wrong i enjoy my job but i can't stand working with idoits who have no idea what there doing or why their there other thean to collect a check and get high.. this is why you work at a pizza joint when your in high school. i don't know i guess im just really bored and tired of waiting for school to start back up in august. i feel as though i have to turn my brain on to dumb to talk with some of my friends at work to be on their level.
I went all intellegent in a conversation on why i'm working longer days 4 days a week and the other person is working only 4 days for a total of 20 hours a week. i just got a stupid dumbfounded look of total confusion and that person walked away. i didn't know if i offended him or he was just that confused.
i guess i'm just the one who really just needs to try and understand where people are coming from, and slow down so that they comprehend me or vise versa.
OR MAYBE THEY SHOULD STEP UP AND PICK UP A BOOK AND EDUCAT THEMSELVES.
maybe i just read people wrong.
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i only have 5 more days of class and two of those days are finals. yesssss
i'm almost there, its unbelievable to think that i'm doing so great in school.
yet tis another day another dollar
i'm Rick James BITCH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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im almost done with classes this semester. three of my finals are on mon the 11th. yeah !!!!
fall semester im taking 20 credits. WOW !!!!
my classes are
BIO 151 5 credtis
MATH 095 4 credits geometry
MATH 098 5 credtis algebra 2
ENG 190 3 credits film study/ art
SOC 240 3 credits comparitive religons
i am stoked
by the way happy 4.20 day woooo hoooo
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when the weather is shitty in the wonderful city of CHI, i get depressed. the snow ticks me off, and yes the rain some times too. but it was sunny this morning went and picked up my check and went shopping. not for me but my nephew that was born on march 25th. he weights 8 lbs. his name is Elijah John Aurthor . but we call him elli, which is sweet because his brothers nickname is remy la boa. funny i know.
in other news, classes are almost over and i have a's and b's, espceailly math, not my fortia but im doing great. fall semester im tacking 21 credit. bio 151, math 095 & 098, span 101, and soc 240, and im working full or part time next semester too.
i guess everthing else is good.
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to just pack up and leave. but with school going so good and spring break starting for me after 4:00 i feel ok.
my goal is to write the two papers that i have to do and spend time resting. i dont know why i feel like i need to get away but i do.
if you can't tell by now i haven't smoked any weed in a few months. but i'm fine with that , i don't like the high that i get from it.
but on the other hand i do like to drink. and i mean alot. not every day but when i get the chance i drink.
i still get all my work done for school, but i like to have a cold beer when i'm writing my papers, i don't know why but i do like those cold brewed wheat and barley hops.... i'm drewling as i type ha ha
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Mar. 13th, 2009 @ 10:39 am
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this normal plain of mortals. when thinking that i do not egsist i i'm told, do this in remeberence in me....
this is all.
Feb. 27th, 2009 @ 08:47 am
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i am now nervous about the next semester of school, which starts on monday by the way. These are the same feelings i've had before just nervs/;excitement. hangin with the family and watchin movies and playing cards. what else can you do when your broke and pennyless.
movies watched:
GRANDMAS BOY
WAITING (which totally fits me if you knew me ha ha)
SHAWN OF THE DEAD (AHHHHHHHHHH) HA HA
SIN CITY
VANTAGE POINT
OLD SCHOOL
granted the list goes on and on. not that ive watched these in the same day but since winter break.
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Jan. 9th, 2009 @ 09:51 pm
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I am sitting and tring to figure the meaning of life. is it being there when a friend is in need of some one to talk to, yes. is it making sure that yoou're family is somewhat happy, yes. but then the question of "WHAT ABOUT ME?" comes into play.
the reason im saying this is i feel like im being treated like a little kid when it comes to my money. i take student loans out to make my bills because i can't find work.
im being told how to spend it, and all i have to say is a big "FUCK YOU"
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Dec. 31st, 2008 @ 10:02 am
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i have stop working at gino's. why ? because im tired of working for stupid people that dont give a rats ass about you. i work for my parents now and make twice as much money as i made at gino's. im still in school but am struggling to go to class.
May. 5th, 2008 @ 04:37 pm
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i sit here in school debating on what my next course of action should be. i need to talk to some one who is in medical school or out of or i just need to talk to some one . i changed my major to pre-med this semester. i don't know why i feel the way i do but it feels like there is no end in store for me. my dad had his heart attack in may of 07 and then my grandmother died in november of 07. this was the reasoning to my major being changed.
i want to help people and im sick and tired of people dieing and being misdiegnosed and family and freinds falling off the face of the earth. i'm tired i work 50 hrs a week and STILL go to my classes every day. i'm so tired i could spit nails.
maybe i just need to see a familure face and it will calm my nerves, i don't know anything fun about my city of the CHI.
Feb. 5th, 2008 @ 03:35 pm
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im simply bored with the idea of school and how easy this stuff is that im doing...it kind of pisses me off to some extint. but i will keep going and going till i do something in my life.
Sep. 6th, 2007 @ 10:29 am
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i work 6 days a week and have gone to every class i have except for one, and i droped that one, still have 3 classes. so in the grand sceme of things i guess im busy enough.
not to mention the fact that i am fixing up my house to sell it along with the other junk.
Aug. 30th, 2007 @ 08:50 pm
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im going to school this fall and stoked to be going. computer programing is my majior. ill have to deal with a lot of math but im ok with that. work is going to be interesting to see what my job will be like with school starting soon.
but like gump said it best,"life is like a box of chocolate, you never know what you're gonna get.".
but like i say,"lifes a bitch, eat her out."
Jul. 11th, 2007 @ 01:50 pm
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today is a good day I get to drink and play video games with the fam.
I got to be to work tomorrow at 7:00am no problem.
Nov. 26th, 2006 @ 06:08 pm
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well this week is ok i guess, i started a new job last week. i now work for dennys. good food fun people to work with. other than that every thing is ok.
Nov. 16th, 2006 @ 04:54 pm
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i'm in the prosses of looking for a new job. which is ok,but tidious.
Nov. 5th, 2006 @ 08:08 pm
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It is a great day in the land of normalcy. haha..The quest continues on in a most valent pace. Playing Guitar Hero with my older brother. Much fun. didn't work the power was out at the OG(taht is tha olive garden for those who don't know)I've just been chillin all day. much fun..
nothin much else going on here in the land of odd. just hangin loose.
Oct. 28th, 2006 @ 08:08 pm
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besides all things that I have to accomplish, like painting the house(which isn't mine) by Monday, so I can get paid. and a job where i'm only working so many hours a week(I wish someone would quit so I would get more than 20-28 hours a week) life is grand. Connectinting with friends i haven't talk to in so long and family for that matter too.
Struggling to let others help me in my quest for a better life.(GOD included)
Helping a Pastor, and by the way he is a good friend and teacher of most everything that I didn't know or need to learn about GOD and the ministries in which one has the opportunity to go into. A great man of GOD who likes to refer to himself as a problem solver and not a problem maker.(he thinks faster and works harder than any other man that I know. and I thought I processed things fast and understood alot of things about GOD and people.) Who will stop at almost a moments notice to help with what ever it may be.
School starting up soon, like january. its so overwhelming...pant...sigh
a continued struggle for life,love, and normalcy.
LOST BUT NOT FORGOTTEN
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Oct. 26th, 2006 @ 11:14 pm
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life is strange and the things of this world don't change.
work is slowing but that is ok. 3 days off a week are ok, still make 200.00$
a week and thats great.
Oct. 25th, 2006 @ 11:08 pm
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